The Shadow of Death by William Holman Hunt (1871)
Click here for today’s Scripture readings.
1 Kgs 3:4-13
Mk 6:30-34
Mark tells us that Jesus was so moved with pity when he saw the crowd that he ignored his own and his Apostles’ need for food and rest. Where did this compassion of Jesus come from and where did it lead him?
All of Jesus’ adult life up to about age thirty he lived as an ordinary carpenter. He performed no miracles nor did he do any soul- stirring preaching. How often during these hidden years must Jesus have longed to reach out to heal and teach and encourage! How many times did he long to restore a dying child to grieving parents? How many hungry people did he meet and in his heart desire to feed them with miraculous bread? How many cripples and lepers did he long to make whole again? Yet he had to hold back those urges and remain anonymous until his time had come.
During these hidden years Jesus human heart grew steadily in love and compassion for all people. This growing in human love was probably his greatest undertaking throughout the long preparation for the initiation of his public ministry. Jesus in his Divinity always loved humanity, but his dual nature required that he, like us, grow in human love until it reached its full maturity. Only then did he begin his ministry of miracles and preaching.
This ministry was to arouse opposition that increased until it reached its climax on the cross. Love for humanity led Jesus to the cross. The compassion that caused him to forget his own need for rest in today’s Gospel also empowered him to draw all humanity to himself as he was raised up on the cross. When he did not feel within his human heart the divine love of his Father, Jesus called out, “My God, my God, why have you abandoned me?” But still he held within his human heart that human love and compassion for all humanity. And this enabled him to continue to endure the cross for our sake. God had not abandoned him but had tested the true strength of Jesus’ love for humanity even when we were at our worst.
Fr. Patrick Geinzer, C.P.
St Paul’s Monastery and Retreat Center, Pittsburgh



